I'm back and my deepest apologies

**moilami** · 12-05-2010, 06:03 PM

Hello all. My deepest apologies for disappearing suddenly and not answering to any questions. I had a habit to do that, to run away from everything. However I have finally figured out why I have done it for the last 15 years or so. So I'm back.

**jape** · 12-05-2010, 09:20 PM

Welcome back mate. Glad you got that figured out, some of us were concerned. You never know with forums, people's lives change (sex and drugs and rock and roll) and well, accidents happen too. Just glad to see you here and well. How's the little bike? Still a friend?

**moilami** · 12-05-2010, 11:36 PM

Thanks mate, appreciated. I was put in one another forum into a situation from where there was no escape, and I had to relive things from my past, forced to think, and with help of one friend I managed to get it what has caused me to run away from women 15 years

I can say it was all totally crazy, but oh well, at least I am free. Free to stay (if I want).

Edit: A gaming forum, and there was related gaming included.

Edit: Oh forgot the bike. She's been fine in my aunt's husbans garage. Cold winter came here with plenty of snow, and one morning everything was so frozen on it that nothing worked. So I pushed it to warm bike shelter and when it melted drove it to the garage and kinda forgot there. Will have to now begin to think about buying winter tires for it. Or maybe I let her rest for next summer. At times cuddling from here and there :)

**jape** · 12-05-2010, 11:48 PM

No need to explain, just good to see you back. The real world and the virtual worlds are not that far apart, nor are any realms that others shy from.

Sometimes if you don't run from women (or other interesting things in life such as dragons) you will get shredded, we are most vulnerable where we care. But hey, you have the real courage to jump on a bike and ride through the nights and days alone, meeting new people in new places. That's enough to prove any point that needs proving and is also a good start at quests and other stupid things we can do.

**moilami** · 12-06-2010, 12:02 AM

I did not explain, I just wanted to share or...maybe explain. Thanks mate anyway you understand. Big thanks. I can say I hated it when I was unable to figure out what makes me to run and flee, with doors banging big time if needed. I have tried to understand it many years. I am very reliefed it is over now, I think, and I can go back to several places.

Edit: This place being a very notable exception in that I never started the show here leading to banging doors. But could never do that.

**felix** · 12-06-2010, 01:58 AM

No way, you're back!

Good to see your ugly mug on the forum again Moilami!

**moilami** · 12-06-2010, 10:21 AM

Haha, I am back, I dislike being a loser

And good to see you too.

**andre555** · 12-06-2010, 11:37 AM

so what about orange? Hope she is still going strong!

**euphonius** · 12-06-2010, 11:41 AM

If doors weren't made for bangin', they'd be made out of styrofoam instead of hard stuff like wood. Of course in my flat, all the doors are made of cement and glass and slide on rollers...

Very good to have you back and hope you can help stir up the wintertime conversation. OK, summertime for Jape and our upside down friends in Chile and Argentina and South Africa...

you take any pictures in between the door bangin'?

just glad you didn't get your dick stuck in some ice floe.

cheers!

**CrazyCarl** · 12-06-2010, 03:40 PM

Ahhh yes women. Reminds me of the Norse mythology of The Ring Cycle... I believe Wagner wrote an opera about it.

Hero man Siegfried lives his whole life without fear, slaying dragons and doing good (bloody do-gooders!) The man never knows fear until he comes across a woman who had been cursed to sleep and surrounded by a friggin ring of fire. Home boy has to fight a dude name Wotan with a magic spear, to get to the girl and ends up scared out of his mind by some beautiful vixen named Brunnhilde (that must have been when that name was more sexy than today). Nevertheless, he kisses her (see that's courage), wakes her up and thus begins another long sequences of mix-ups and tragedies.

The ancients had a MUCH better sense of tragedy than we do now, but the point is we live (and ride) on to tell the tale!

Welcome back, when in doubt, think of the trees.

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